Im here, Ive been missing for a while but Im back.  Cant post at work anymore so that limits my web surfing and journal posting capabilities.  I've been contemplating doing something different with my hair. I may get it pressed soon. I need a change.  On a positive note, I did get a raise on Friday it was so freaking unexpected.  They did a survey of the jobs and what they are worth and it bumped my job up another grade.  But my raise was still over what they had to do.  It bumped my yearly salary up by about 3k.  Wooohooo!

I am still working through my troubles and I see that the road is not entirely bleak. I dont see what I will be doing in 5yrs though. That worries me. I used to have a passion and was working toward a goal but right now nothing is calling me. So I am basically living day to day and working project to project at work.  It takes time to get out of a bad period so I am just excepting the journey and looking toward the day I can say I made it through that bad period.